Tuesday, March 30, 2010

'Temptation'


'Temptation'


He was young

He was strong

Like a mighty steed

But all he had was

A powerful need

Handsome..a smile

That just had to be freed

Gentle..yet wild

He'd not follow

He'd lead...

His eyes..they could hold you

With warmth they would feed

On your body..your mind

Soon planting a seed

That he would be something

To taste...Oh such Greed!

Ice water you poured

Down inside of your blouse

In the hopes that he wouldn't

Come out of his house

Cause you knew if you

Touched .... He'd turn

Into a louse

So you filed him as fantasy

Got into your car

And drove away

To the nearest bar

You were just chilling out

When you looked in the mirror

Saw him by the door

He had followed you here

The bouncer was checking

His ID for certain

He wouldn't get in

So down came the curtain..

But suddenly there

On the stool next to you

Was passion himself

Now ..OH what to do?

You thought ..What the heck?

Then he dropped the bomb

"You know what? he asked...

"You look just like my MOM!


Kesti16©12-3-97


'Basics 101'


'Basics 101'

I am so important
In each and every way
For I have all the answers
But no one will listen.
I can solve your problems
I can bring peace
I can end strife
I can end suffering
No one will listen...
My Name is
Common Sense!

Kesti©1989

'Baby Grand'?


'Baby Grand'?

Not Kewl
Just cruel
Where it's at?
Spoiled brat!
Thinking brain
all deluded
Ruining lives
Ours included...

Kesti©1-18-96


'Old Scholar'



'Old Scholar'

Life's a school
and I have learned
my lessons
Please...no laughter
Some I've had
To learn ten times
That's why I'm
Staying after...

Kesti©3-23-94

Saturday, March 27, 2010

'Color Them Black'


'Color Them Black'

Who can help you
When the dawn comes?
Who can
ever know your pain?
Sins of silence
Ever onward...
Passage on
The Devil's train

Kesti©1990

Friday, March 26, 2010

'Life's Whisper'


'Life's Whisper'


Oh Joyful heart

Beat fast and know

That this is the day

That love will grow

Inside the tunnel

You saw the light

Coming out of

Darkest night..

Now all in bloom

Blue skies, Blue eyes

That smile all day

and never sighs

For we are made

Of solid steel

No matter blows

We always feel

The Spirit strong

Will tag along

Silently whispering

Life's sweet song.


Kesti©2010


Tuesday, March 23, 2010

'Keith"



'Keith'


He was born so tiny

This sweet little guy

He fit in a shoe box

It made me cry

He tumbled

down stairs

Hit his head on a jack

But God stepped in

We got him back.

He went to school early

He got on the bus

Carrying pampers

But never a fuss

Special schools

It seemed like forever

But Keith hung in

He kept it together

When he was six

He began to rebel

For a little while

He surely "raised hell"

Gramma was called

And she came to his aid

She hugged him and held him

Said, "don't be afraid"

She took him and taught him

Stunned teachers did mention

He had totally changed

Given love and attention

Three times each week

At Gramma's place

Keith did his lessons

With fervor and grace

She bought him a TV

Just for his room

Soon his brother and cousin

Were jealous, Oh gloom

They phoned their Gramma

And called her a name

Disguising their voices

The idea was lame

Gramma came over

With eyes of fire

The two boys learned

Not to raise her ire.

She made them see

How cruel they had been

While Keith struggled

Each day, just to fit in.

Things settled down

He began to thrive

He learned new things

He came "alive"

Keith graduated

We were so proud

Then he joined

The working crowd.

He loves his computer

And now he's online

Gramma's teaching again

And that is just fine

For Keith is a treasure

Be kind, you may see,

God bringing many

Blessings to thee.




Kesti©2010







Monday, March 22, 2010

'Letting Go"


'Letting Go"


They are gone now

And the silence

Is deafening

My heart is

beating slow

Realization

is painful

Yet cleansing.

The birds are singing

and it's spring.

No more troubles

do they bring.

No more lies

No sad eyes

It's kinda like

a dream.

A dream filled

with strife

And labeled

"Life"



Kesti16©

2010


Give and Take




'Give and Take'


Just for your sake

Before the ache

It goes like this

You give

They take.


Kesti16©

2010

Sunday, March 21, 2010

'Comrades in Lifes Grove'


'Comrades in Life's Grove'

Hate prefers to walk alone

But vengeance likes to follow

Down and down and down and down

Into the forest's hollow

I am sure tho you may look

That you will never find

Jealousy along the path

Without fear close behind....

Greed holds hands with malice

As they strip the forest bare...

Love will chase them all away

And Faith will keep love there.

Kesti16©

1999

Saturday, March 20, 2010

'Second Glance'


'Second Glance'

If I should wake
Before I die
I may look you
In the eye
To see if what
You said to me
Was somehow
Said
To set me free.

Kesti©
2002

'Dearly Departed'



Friday, March 19, 2010

'Arsonist"


'Arsonist"

You set my heart on fire
There's no one else to blame
You poured the gas
You struck the match
You fanned the flame.
Your wild eyes danced
You watched it burn
'Till it was ash...
You have no shame.

Kesti©1998


'Moment in Time Mantra'


'Moment in Time Mantra'

I am inside
of this moment
I am safe here
I will stay here
While the perfect
Healing energy
Passes through
and heals my
Mind...body and Spirit.

Kesti ©1-10-1996

This healing Mantra works!
List specific areas you want
healed and concentrate on
the feeling that is coming through
at that moment. If you lose the
concentration, begin again.

'Heartache'


'Heartache'


Silence is the real killer.
Killer of all hopes and dreams.
Keeping you on the ledge
With the huge crevice
Waiting below.
Wandering moments
Last words, hanging in the air...
Like birds, frozen in time.
Bullets hurt
But silence is the real killer.

Kesti©2002

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

'Circle of Time'


'Circle of Time'


I wait for him

Beneath the tree

Along the path

Through Ferrell's woods

Sheltered from the rain

That sweeps the pines

With pent up lust

A branch enfolds

My shoulder's 'round

As if to say

It's all right

It's all right

That he won't come

this rainy night...


Kesti©

5-22-94



'Challenge'



'Challenge'



Look at you

You sweet young dear

Skin so soft

Eyes so clear

Feeling badly

Stop it now

This minute!

The pot is boiling

Put something

in it!


Kesti©

4-4-94

'Anne'


'Anne'


Anne is such a lovely name

For someone such as you

A flower grown

inside my heart

A dream that has come true...

I'm looking forward

to the day

When I can see you smile

And spend some time

Alone with you ...

For a little while.

Though letters are

A lot of fun

And we can keep in touch

To see you when this

Summer comes

Will mean so very much...

Now through this

Christmas season

And each minute

Till that day

I'll keep you here

Inside my heart

Where always

You will stay.


Kesti©

December 13, 1997


I met a teenager online who was

so in love that he asked me

to write a poem for his girlfriend.

Young love....so sweet.

:)


Kes

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

"Death before Dying"


"Death before Dying"


A good idea, actually

To separate from illusions

That anyone cared.

To let go gently

So to speak.

In your mind.

To know

That nothing can hurt you

More than you have already

Been hurt.

That you are unafraid to go

Forth into the unknown.

That the future holds, perhaps,

Another illusion

Of Heaven or Hell.

And what you enjoy or suffer there

Will be what you bring onto yourself.


Kesti16©2007



'Burning'


'Burning'


Beggars, bastards all

only come to call

No thought of me

with joyful news

but just an anchor

to their pain

released

they float away.

and leave me

to despair.


Kesti

7-8-2001©

Monday, March 8, 2010

'Oh Sure'


'Oh Sure'


Moving on is good

Or so they say

But not when forced

by experts sway.

For what do they know

of what you feel

or how your needs

be met?


Kesti

7-8-2001©

'Not Too Bad'



'Not Too Bad'


It is good to be humbled

For you can just 'BE'

No waves to make

Or lies to see

No illusions of what

Should have been said

Just rest...still alive

but almost dead


Kesti

7-8-2001©

'It's Useless'


'It's Useless'


You cannot even find

A quiet place to hide

For sooner or later

Someone will need it

Jealous of your

contentment

Or take it just

because they can

Are you going to let them?

Won't you even fight?

No...too tired...

I will stand in the open

Before God

Trying not to breathe.


Kesti

7-8-2001©

'The Oak'


'The Oak'


My name is Oak

And I was born in sunshine

Nestled in my sturdy cup

A cradle of hairy roughness

Just my size.

A squirrel stole me from

Mothers arms

And ran with me up and up

To highest hill and buried me.

It was dark and cold

I yearned for sun and

Mothers arms to protect me.

Time went by and I slept

When I awoke I felt some warmth

I reached and reached and alas

I broke thru to light..

How refreshed I felt..

I reached for the sun and could

Feel myself growing

I was at the top of a hill

And as I grew I could see more and more

Of the landscape 'neath my base.

I felt stronger every day

Rain came and I drank with thirst of Giants.

Time passed and I kept reaching for the sky.

Birds built nests in my arms.

Squirrels ran upon my trunk and chased

Each other just for fun.

My outer coat was rough and tough

I could withstand heat and cold

Nothing could hurt me.

The wind whistled and tried to push me

But to no avail cuz I was strong

I was a giant with sixty seven rings

My leaves were Green then brown

As seasons changed.

I gave birth to thousands

Which fed the squirrels and now

I knew that some of them were buried

And left to grow as I.

It was not a fearful thing

But a miracle .

Then one day I saw them come.

With shining blades advancing

I was not afraid for was I not the

Fortress strong?

I felt the sharp sting cut me like

I was made of gel and soon I fell

I made a noise like thunder

And watchedaa as eggs fall from their nests.

Mother birds frantic...

but None with blades would notice.

They cut off my arms, then dragged me

Down the hill with giant noisy things

Of strength unseen by me before.

They drove me to a place where noise

And screams were heard

Soon my coat was stripped away

And I was sliced in many strips

Once again transported to a place

That smelled so strange.

I was cut and polished smooth

And fitted into what they called

A Table.

Eventually I ended up inside a place

They called a house ..made with my siblings

It was warm and nice but I could only see

The sun thru panes called glass.

Each day I heard and felt the clank of plates

As dinner time arose and people sat around

And ate and laughed and talked.

Dogs ran round my sturdy legs

And ate what children dropped to them

When no one saw.

I hear people admire my beauty at times

And say how strong I am...That is how

I know I am OAK.

A Gramma comes to visit and I named her OAK

Because I see her strength

Children gather round her too.

And dogs zoom between her feet and she just laughs.

I wonder who will come to carry her away

And put her in the ground?


Kesti©

3-19-2002