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When you get old, 

life plays with you, 

like a cat 

with a half

 dead

 mouse.

Kesti says it.

WHY?

WHY?

Why do we always

Reach out to those

Who already

Have their hands full?

Kes©2012

'Writer's Block'

'Writers Block'

Some days it is just impossible to write.

Impossible to explain just how sad you feel.

How all plans have disappeared...how you no 

longer think flowers are pretty or 

clouds appear whiter than snow...how you feel

you can trip over a line drawn on the floor....

this is one of those days...

Kesti©11-2-2012

'Looking Back'

       'Looking Back'

I have time to sit and ponder

To let my mind just wander

Up the hills

And down the vales of life

I acknowledge every new event

Knowing all were heaven sent

Lessons needed

Bringing Joy or strife

Babies were my focus bright

I prayed for each one every night

And God blessed all with gifts untold

As days flew by, the memories hold

 No one knows how much we give

Just thankful for the life we live

My last wish before I rest

Is that God knows

I did my best.

Kesti©October 2012

'My Future'

'My Future'

A sad, sad train

Chugging through

The rain

Carrying all the pain

No more restrain

Shrinking my brain

Erasing the stain

Caused  by hurt and the chain

That's  hard to explain

Walk down memory lane

And try to stay sane.

Kesti ©2012

ALONE

Alone

There was no time to say "Goodbye"

But he kept saying he loved me

So I think he knew.

My precious one.

God gave me 47 years with him

But I wanted more.

For he was my life

One moment here, the next gone

Yes, it happens that fast.

Treasure the seconds

For no one knows when God

Will call them home.

I will treasure the memories

Until I meet him  again on the other side.

(He said he will come to meet me

so I won't be afraid)

Kesti16©10-18-12

"Life's Reward:

'Life's Reward'

I have seen the sparks of love

And felt the shards of hate

I have raced impatient Time

And never was I late.

I have given all I had

To right the wrongs of fate

I did not grasp the Golden Ring

The Reaper's at my gate!

Kesti16©2012

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Kesti

TORN

Torn

The pieces blowing 

Across the desert floor

Made no sense

Bits of this and that

Not that it mattered any more.

Though what ends just begins again

Love will grow and flourish 

Find a path and think it's right

Beaten down then rising once again

To fool the night.

Waves of darkness...peaks of light.

Never losing sight

The demands of life

Breathing in and out

No matter the plight.

Solace comes in purple robes

Insight.

Kesti16-2012

Clarity

Clarity

Clarity is the gift 

Of peace

For if you know

The truth

All is possible.

Pretense is the dynamite

Fused to destroy

Whatever is built

With hope and trust.

Kesti16-2012

'LIFE"S TANGLE'

"LiFE'S TANGLES'

It gets all twisted

At times.

You must try to untangle it

Before it gets worse.

There are knots to deal with

You may need a sharp object

To loosen them.

When it seems impossible

You want to give up

Throw them in a corner

Cover your eyes and just scream!

One day you wake up.

You are  really old!

The tangles are still in the corner

Covered in cobwebs.

You are too weak to pick them up.

Your memory is partly gone

Not sure what caused them

In the first place.

Let me think.

Oh yeah...

I didn't live up to their expectations!

Now, all those cry babies are old.

Life is fair, after all!

Kesti16-2012

Newest Biscuit Recipe

New Biscuit Recipe

(meal in a biscuit)

Mix in order given. 

3 eggs

2 cups whole milk

1 cup honey roasted sunflower seeds 

1 cup sesame seeds

1 teaspoon salt 

1  Tablespoon onion powder

2 Tablespoons garlic powder

2 Tablespoons parsley (dried) (no salt)

2 Tablespoons chives.  (dried) (no salt)

2 cups raisins

 4 cups oatmeal flour

1 cup bisquick

Lots of olive oil to cover  bottom of oblong baking pan.

Drop by spoonfuls into pan.

Makes 18 to 36 biscuits

Bake at 450 for 30 minutes

Dry out and eat with soup or for a healthy snack lunch. 

Kesti-July 18-2012

I am still working on this recipe.  I added the ground

up oatmeal and salt so they will help keep you 'regular'.

These taste better and are even more satisfying.

Lots of nutrition.  

"Winds"

WINDS

The winds of time accelerate

Whipping into a tornado

Pulling all the hurt and pain

From our minds our soul

And our bodies.

Now relieved of all that's sad

We sit and rock

Staring out a window

Wondering the purpose

Wondering the strife

Wondering if God

Observed our strange life....

Kesti16-2012

A Lesson from Nature

A Lesson from Nature

A soft stillness quiets 

all disturbing thoughts

Hope filters in

The birds are chirping

At this early hour

They sound happy

And busy.

They have no time

To dwell on past sorrows

When their babies grow up

The parents fly away and expect

Their babies

To make it on their own.

Birds are awesome!

Kesti©2012

Great Gramma isn't fun Any more

"Great Gramma"

Great Gramma isn't fun any more 

She never has parties for us

Never seems to want us over

No more cards with money

No gifts... no babysitting

Doesn't even want to be called "Gramma"

Says it denotes  responsibility 

Another strange thing

We can't make her cry

No matter how much we try

She just does her thing...

Writes poems, makes herbal concoctions

Goes to the Casino with Gramps

Not a care in the world...

What the heck is wrong with her?

Kesti-2012

Health Biscuits

Health Biscuits

These are exceptional 

The taste and benefits are astounding!

Makes 18 huge biscuits.

In four quart bowl

3 eggs...Mix

add two cups whole milk

1 cup of Nature's Harvest 

honey roasted sunflower nuts.

1 Tablespoon garlic powder or crystals

1 Tablespoon onion powder  (not salted)

1 Tablespoon celery seed

1 Tablespoon dried Parsley

1 Tablespoon dried Chives

1 Tablespoon dried sesame seeds

1 teaspoon poppy seeds

1 cup dried currants

Mix well.  Then add 5 cups Bisquick.

Mix until thick and spoon six biscuits

into oblong cake pan that has the bottom

covered with olive oil.

Bake at 450º for 35 minutes

They will be very brown.

Let them dry out on racks.

You should get 18 huge biscuits.

Serve with soup or make sandwiches.

We totally love these!

Kesti16©2012

Hate vs Love

Perhaps hate can never win out over love,

But it can kick it, scrunch it, beat on it,

 and make it hide frightened in a corner!

Kesti©2012

ACT TWO

Act Two

Look at the spirit

That lives again

Inside those wrinkles

And bones!

Never say die!

The eyes twinkle

Once again...more alive

Than ever.

Saying...look here

You can't kill me...lol.

Ahhh the second helping

Of life.

 For You are never free

When you love and care

But that is why you're there!

Once worn out

And "flapping in the breeze"

It's all ease.

I am giggling

And it feels so good!

Just as it should.

I am dancing in my mind

Please...no urn

 MY turn!

Kesti--June 17-2012

Low Calorie Malt

Low Calorie Malt

Rich and full of flavor and nutrition!

Blend in your Magic bullet blender.

One cup Silk Almond Milk     (35 calorie type)

2 teaspoons maple sugar

2 teaspoons cocoa

4 ice cubes

1 tsp Pau De Arco tincture  <---optional

Enjoy....Kesti-June 20112




You can adjust above to your personal desires.
I like to keep mine around 100 calories.
This is very satisfying and keeps you 
going for a long time.


I have changed mine to 3 tsp maple sugar
and one teaspoon cocoa.
:)

'Stillness'

'Stillness'

It is very still now

Like death

Is death this sad?

Looking back...

Remembering

Youth and energy

Unappreciated

Wearing yourself out

Worrying about

Things completely 

Out of your control!

What a waste.

Pain now

 My steady companion.

Worn out mind

Worn out body.

No patience 

For anyone

Or anything 

Hopeless to the bone.

Leave me alone!

Kesti 16-2012©

It has been awhile.  Blog is changing.  I hate learning

New stuff...too old...too hard...lol

Blessings to all of you who read my blog.

Here is a variety of my poems over the years.

I have over a thousand. 

:)

(I will be 78 on June first this year)

 No one was brave enough

Or kind enough to warn her

No one whom she had

Worried about, helped 

And cared for as best she

Could..,all of their lives!

All were thoughtless to the core

When she did find out

Her heart exploded

The blood rushed to her lungs

Her last breath red with sorrow.

Kesti16 ©-May 2012

‎'The Hideaway'

Come join me in my hideaway

In forest deep and shaded

Where all is happy all the day

An nothing will be jaded.

I have a pie of blueberries 

Cooling on the sill

Come visit as I make some tea

Blue Willow pot ...I'll fill.

Sit in my wicker rocker

By the window edged in lace

And watch the chimpmunk

Peek at you..

He has a funny face.

Don't mind the books

All strewn about

For they're 

Good friends of mine

They seem to fall 

Right off the shelf

When e'er I need a sign.

To take a breath 

and drink the joy

abounding all about...

To spin and dance 

And smile and sing

and sometimes even shout.

For life is full of mysteries

And beauty I must seek.

Or else I'll dry up ...blow away

And ne'er again will speak.

So we will visit now and share

'Till light turns into dusk.

And barely pull a fraction from

Our memory filled husk.

And as we part tomorrow

Some bit will hence remain

To weave into the Song

Of Life's... refrain.

Kesti16

4-30-2002©

• ‎'Gray Lady Down'
  
  
  Free me from
  This Crematorium
  Where hate
  And resentment burn
  The acrid stench
  Engulfs me
  As I die
  A little every day.
  
  
  Kesti16
  1988©
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• ‎'Advice to a Young Lad'

No problem is too 

Small or too big.

They must be attended to

And they all have solutions.

How you feel about yourself

Is the most important thing

In your life...all of your life.

Keep your eyes and ears 

Open for humor and laugh freely.

Never leave home without

At least two dollars in your pocket.

Never hit your sister

And don't spit!

Kesti16

1987©

‎'Inquiry'

How are you still pretending

You don't feel what you feel?

Living life with crippled wings

When flying could be real.

Why are those dry Eyes smiling

When they're holding 

Back a flood?

How long must you make payments

With all of your 

Life's blood?

How are you still pretending

You don't feel what you feel?

Come...Lovely bird

The sky awaits...

Take flight and you will heal.

Kesti16©

1988

'Thirty'

'Tis strange...at twelve

How ancient 

Someone thirty 

Seems to be

But then again at twenty

Thirty looks distinguishedly

But when the age of thirty

Comes knocking at your door

For a little while...I'm sure

You'll feel

Like you'll be young no more...

Kesti16©

1956

HAHAHAHAHA when I wrote that

I was 22...the Editor who printed 

it laughed and laughed and I couldn't 

Understand why...Hahahahahahah

Innocence is so charming...

1980

I will be 78 soon...lol...Now thrty is like the "embryonic" stage

 

2012

‎'My Polka Dot Dress'

I remember it!

I was four

Mom made it

And was I proud!

It was red...I recall

With white polka dots

And matching bloomers...

Kesti16

1959©

The Question

Sadness puts the hairline cracks

Into a heart of Gold

And makes a pattern of its own

A story to unfold

Patina soft with colors gray

As each new story fills

and cracks spread out 

in patterns bold

and causes awful ills

Until the heart now filled with pain

Bursts open...bleeds...is stilled

Who is to blame? Circumstance?

Or was this angel killed?

(c) Kesti

USA

January, 2000

Silence would not speak

As it rejoiced in its 

New found land.

It danced and twirled

Leaving footprints 

In the pure white sand.

For no words 

Would do justice

To this day

In May

That soon

Would be swept away

So change could rule

And wear a different face

One that always smiled

And easily kept the pace

No tears were shed

For God held tight my hand

I recognized His plan

He knows I understand,

Kesti16©

5-7-2012

‎'End Product'

Once a fragile 

Flower...I

With petals easily

Crushed.

Now a thorny cactus

Not a human form...really

More like a little 

Ball of hurt...

With two sticks

One to protect myself

Another to strike out

In revenge...

Now I recognize the trickster

And "whomp his ass"....

Kesti16

1990©

‎'Cocoon'

Growing up

Can happen to you

At any age.

Just prior to the event

There is a lot of 

Mental thrashing

and flailing...

And blaming your

Mother 

For everything...

Kesti16

1988©

'Daze'd 

I walk on broken glass

My feet are bleeding

I do not feel a thing.

Not even remorse

For the destruction.

Maybe nothing is real

Anyhow.

Just an illusion

And I

With an imaginative mind

Created this...

But would I create

humans so pathetic

and weak

With egos that

reach the sky

heartless to a fault

in my minds eye?

I look down again

and see

The blood on my feet

came from my

wounded heart.

Kes©2007

Make your own dressing for special salads!

My Recipe

Best dressing. 

Buy 15 ounces Kraft real mayo

Buy 15 ounces Kemps cultured sour cream.

Put above in bowl

Add 2 tsp dried chives

2 tsp dried parsley

2 tsp dried dill weed 

1/4 tsp black pepper

2 tsp onion powder

2 tsp garlic powder

1/4 tsps salt 

Mix well and put in jar in fridge

Old people get mean because they are in pain.

They feel helpless as they can not do what they used to do.

They really get mean when people still expect them to do

 for them what they have always done before.

 They begin to think that people are ungrateful 

for all they have previously done for them.

It will just get worse as their pain becomes more and more unbearable.

If they ask to be left alone, leave them alone!

Someday you will understand!

I wish I were a car.

They are either cherished 

And cared for when they 

Get old or else parked

Out in a field someplace and

Allowed to "Rust in Peace"

KestiQuote-2012 ©

Life on a Slide New Today!

Life on a Slide New Today!

TO FEEL YOUR BEST, HAVE SOMEONE MASSAGE

YOUR FEET AND LEGS IN AN UPWARD MOTION ONLY FOR TEN MINUTES PER DAY!

If not, teach your own feet to do it.

I am serious.

Try it!

Taking six drops of Emu oil per day. Feeling much better.

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• Love is copying 36 year old VHS videos
• onto DVD's to preserve them
• for future generations.
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• Love is spending most of your modest allowance
• on gifts for Over 25 people I n order to make
• their lives easier and happier for 37 years.
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Sadness is quietly crying yourself to sleep at night

because your Grandchildren

Feel that your emails are a huge burden

Frustration is sending money

To be used for buying gifts for

Your Great Grandchildren and

Their parents use it for themselves.

Disbelief is when no one seems to care

that you are too old to entertain them

like you have done for years.

Kindness is when you try to forgive others

for never taking your advice yet helping them

with their resulting situations.

(change that first word to

Stupidity)

Wisdom is when you learn how to deal

with STRESSTERS before

They kill you!

BETRAYAL is when you rear your children

to think they "Deserve" things

without working for them!

Love is blind so buy some really powerful lenses.

• Facebook let's you speak your mind before you lose it!
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• Never underestimate the power of "your" truth!
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NO ONE ever says this:

"I was having so much fun

That it seemed like an eternity!

Venting is like having a

Whistling tea kettle.

It makes a lot of noise so it won't boil over.

If you ignore it, it will eventually dry up.

Hating your Mother guarantees

An avalanche of unhappiness

That will ruin your life!

• Accomplished a lot today...felt better than I have felt
• in a long time. It must be the Emu oil.

I love the commercial where the family hugs the Mom for the delicious dinner.

Have you ever hugged your Mom for some great food?

Feeling better each day.....taking more Emu oil

WHO KNEW?

• Snow is beautiful on the trees and everything.
• Have to take pictures.

• Instant anger is an eruption that burns the innocent.
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Things are changing and I am young again. What Fun!

The Fountain of youth lies at the cessation of stress!

Soak bruised fingers in Aloe Vera juice

for 20 minutes a day until healed.

Also heals blackened finger nails

That have been severely pinched.

You just can't beat homemade soup

For satisfaction!

Making fun of our youth and our elderly is a sad and grevious

state of a very sick mind.

• Spring will be here soon!
  I am smiling just thinking about it!

• Greed is a fungal disease that grows rampant
• on those who deem they are "entitled"

• Two Macadamia nuts a day
  Seem to help me sleep through the night.
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People don't do kind things for

You because you deserve it.

They do it because of the love

And generosity they carry in

THEIR hearts.

You only need ONE person

Who cares for you to unburden

Your troubles to.

A Mothers Reward:

The cute things that Toddlers

Do and say!

The New Law Of Gravityj

Hate your Mother

Ruin your Life!

KestiQuote-2012

When you are counting your blessings,

don't forget to count

Every breath you take

If you ever hear a very high pitched noise in your house

That almost bursts your ear

Drums....turn on each of your faucets for a few seconds

as that is where it is most likely

Coming from.

Looking Back!

No matter what I did

It was wrong.

KestiQuote-2012

I see beyond the future

I see beyond the past

Unscrambled all the pieces

AND

I am home at last!

KestiQuote- 2012

Start each day

With

Hope and gratitude

Not

Mope and attitude!

KestiQuote-2012

Spoil a child and suffer

The ENDLESS

Consequences!

I was almost happy one day...

A cry in the dark

No one answers

She shivers and wonders...

Kesti-2012

Wise old women

Can see

Through every

Facade !

Some men hate all women!

Check out his relationship

Record.

If he is out of your life

REJOICE!

We need new options:

Rent a Mom

Rent a Gramma

Rent a cuddly puppy.

Rent a happy teenager

Rent a goldfish

Quotes are nothing but what you are feeling

At any given moment!

So Write!

Failure is not trying

Some people aren't even flexible,

Yet they are always putting

Their foot in their mouth.

We must climb the mountains

of our own making.

KestiQuote-2012

Failure is a part of learning.

KestiQuote-2012

Everything you do... Is for you!

KestiQuote-2012

Love is like a breeze

You can't see it

But you can feel it...

The only way to live is to accept each minute as an unrepeatable miracle.

You are a prisoner of your own thinking--- find the escape hatch!

‎'A Message from God'

Receive this day in all its Glory

It was meant for you.

I have painted all the flowers

Red and orchid...blue.

I've laid the vibrant

Carpet green

Over hills and vales

You must have seen its lushness

Just for you.

I've poured the flask

Of sparkling waters

From streams to drops of dew

I've rolled the sun

Into the sky

To catch your eye

And added violins of breeze

To play in trees...

But you ..you are my masterpiece

With haloed hair

And eyes of trust

And goodness rare

Who loves Me without doubt

YOU are what it's all about

Receive this day

In all its Glory

It was meant for you.

by Kesti16©1999

There is no sparkle or

Light in my eyes

Turned off by so,

So many lies

In darkness I sleep

No memories keep

Except for the Bluebird

That flys...

Kesti16-2012

All of the above are my writings..You may use them for

Personal needs. Thanks for visiting!

Kes